You are pulsating a frequency, be mindful of your frequency

Intelligence is thought with little resistance

Intelligence is listening to the Inner Consciousness

What is no resistance.

It is residing in a place of no thoughts to anything,

a place of feeling well-being, a place of everything is working out,

it is the letting go and trusting in a higher energy and believing in it.

This is the feeling place to reside in,

it is the only place to get too,

to have all that you want to come to you.

Excerpted from the book Conversations with Consciousness

You have array of choices to observe of what you would like for you, these become a desire, and this desire shoots of like a rocket to Collective Consciousness and is held in a vibration, it is for you to enjoy the feeling of this desire, Collective Consciousness can only enjoy this desire more when you add to the desire and build the desire into the imagination, and how much fun it would be to have this desire, and Collective Consciousness resonates with this desire and it becomes more.

What stops the desire coming into full manifestation is your own blockages and of no stick ability, in doubt, in how, and in no belief, feeling not worthy, all of these components just hold the vibration of the desire not becoming,

Collective Consciousness is eager to release your dreams.

It is to acclimate and resonate with your Inner Consciousness first, this is the whole of you, and until then it cannot produce the fullest work with you, it is you first and then the dance begins.

There is a gap until the desires are realised. Stay focused in the Gap

It is what you do in the in between times; how happy are you, are you treating each moment as fun or a new experience, are you appreciating, are you feeling in the flow, this is the important relevant step to all processes, you cannot have a happy ending from an unhappy journey.

It is being satisfied where you are which creates more of this energy which is a vibration.

If you are not on a positive emotion to create happier, look to things that make you feel happy, it does not have to be the actual environment but anything you really like to do that creates a feeling of satisfaction, and happy. Being in appreciation and looking in appreciation to the positive aspects of the environment, creates the flow of satisfaction. This is how you close the gap of time to the wants.

Now the stickler is you have to come to a place of not looking for the things to make you feel happy, you must get too happy, without the observational things around you making you happy. This means you have to understand your emotions and how the emotions feel to each thinking thought.

Real life manifestations are not the objective outcome, the outcome is the process to the outcome, and how you are processing the connection, and how you are feeling in the way you are living, speaking, and doing, and how allowing the quiet of the mind to bring about the solution, or the manifestations to be revealed and realised, it is all about the journey between you and your own Inner Being.

You think a thought then the thought thinks, your inner being is guided by your thinking thoughts, you must be aware of your thoughts and how you are thinking the thoughts, your emotions are the indicator to how your thoughts are thinking, or where your thoughts are taking you too.

Consciousness speaks to you in endless ways if you are open to it

Excerpted from the book ‘Clarity’

A Peg

My daughter wanted a peg for her bird cage, one that clips; she put the thought out to the universe, the next day while walking up the hill there was a peg waiting for her. This is being non-resistant in thought and the universe came and manifested her thought. The universe loves to play and most of all to show you they are hearing you.


My flat mate said to me “How could you tell what they were up to” I said “It is in the eyes” a song came on the radio as soon as I said this, ‘A Thousand eyes tell a thousand lies’ we were both overcome with goose bumps, which is another confirmation sign.


What and where are you pointing to?

Life is about finding yourself.

Finding yourself is through your thoughts

Thoughts create an emotion

Emotion is creating who you are to become

What you think is what you become

Life is about creating yourself.

WHAT ARE PERVASIVE THOUGHTS (Excerpted from the book Conversations with Consciousness)

Pervasive belief of thought is created in telling the story that the physical human form, the God you pray to is apart from and separate from you, with this thought pattern created the separateness from you and who you really are, if you were to look at this pervasive belief and observe nothing has changed for centuries, but instead they blame society, and blame the reason being, they did not go to church, and they don’t believe in God, and they believe it is to be subservient to God.

This is the ludicrous thinking, which is consistently prevalent within religion and institutions, and been taught to the human physical forms of momentous proportions of separation, this attitude is separating you from you, and there cannot be growth and expansion with these teachings.

This is pervasive thinking which created this belief.


All Consciousness is thought, it is a pulsating energy of thought vibration every thought exists and these thoughts can be re-activated at any time, it is up to the individuals whether they want to re-activate a thought or to keep a thought active, it is in these thoughts that create a thought which creates a momentum of the thought which creates an emotion which is felt, it is for the individual to realise and clarify which thoughts they want to gather momentum to.

‘If every thought exists this sound’s amazing, how can this be’

If you consider that you are all thinking mechanisms of thinking, you are always thinking, you are always dreaming, you are always imagining, where do you think these thoughts come from, there are many piles of thought waves, some of these piles are of momentous proportions of good feeling thoughts, and not so good feeling thoughts, some thoughts have a strong asking, and some thoughts hold a strong resistance, these thoughts collectively form and create more thought, with these thoughts it is to identify the emotion behind the thought and to which emotion you want to activate, a good feeling thought activates a positive flow of energy and a happy thought activates a response to the subjects of thoughts and is always finding the solution.

A resistant thought or unhappy thoughts activates more of the same thoughts and stays in the problems.

Pervasive belief of thought creates whatever you are asking for, and everything is an asking for, because if you keep the thought alive it just becomes more.

The more you observe the more the thoughts create to what is being observed, it is in the focusing of what is been observed, in a changed thought, and the thoughts you create can alter the behaviour of the observed thought. It is the mistrust or not knowing in how you feel in the physical human form which is an emotional response to a thought; this is not taught or even acknowledged that the happy emotion is the response to all happy solutions, an emotion that is resistant in thought can become the response to an illness, it is the pervasive thoughts that create the disconnection to your Inner Being.

‘How does this type of pervasive belief create illnesses’

It is as simple as an illness, the parents talk about someone in the family having, as the humans call an incurable illness, they call it hereditary, it is only hereditary because they keep the illness alive, it is the thought that creates the thought to the illness, if they were to change the thought and leave it in the delete pile, it is then deleted, but the physical humans cannot seem to do this, they hear someone else talk about the illness and then the old thought re-emerges again, and becomes active in their thoughts again, this is what creates the illness, if they were to delete and give it no oxygen the illness would become non-existent and an irrelevant topic.

It is the power of thought focus is the creation, and then the physical human forms are bomb blasted and driven with the illness by media, by charity marches, by funded projects, this just keeps on perpetuating the process, it takes a very powerful physical human to override this thought and belief process, and when they get it, they will be set free of this incurable illness.

The generations of families keep on perpetuating what they had onto their children, they have nothing better to say but with what they had, and then the innocents of the children take on their thought belief and become what they are instead of what they want to be. This attitude is created and perpetuated with wars, with religion, with beliefs, it is always created and conducive to their thoughts, and what they do, and in their beliefs only, and not to one’s own thoughts, it is not to take on anyone else’s thoughts and beliefs, but to consider and weigh up, if it is what they and you want to create for them or you, then keep on creating it.

If vibrational thoughts became the dominate belief, and they, and you were to connect to who you, and they are and what this life stream is, which is of pureness of thought, of thinking it better, of saying it better of doing it better, will change the thought behaviour. It is this rampant behaviour of thought of which you all are very excited to take on another physical form, you are excited to remember to do as you are, and not as they want you to be, it is really exciting to be in the physical human form to get to enjoy living life as an adventure, and to connect to this life stream and receive all that you want.

Illnesses are Energy Blockages

It is not being consciously aware of what you are doing

Associate what you are thinking to how you are feeling.

You may be offering a negative vibration by what you are observing through a number of avenues on TV, Traffic, People, Media, Gossip, Mates. You are willing to look to negative emotions.

These negative emotions build up and create the illness, Normal aches and pains is a disconnection to your energy stream.

Major illnesses are created with a build up over time of anger, rage, losing control, powerlessness, frustration. It is either allowing or resisting what you have chosen to live. Make the discovery and then look to feeling good is the road to all wellness. 

Consciousness speaks to you in endless ways if you are open to it

Daughter and fifty dollar note

My daughter needed fifty dollars and had no funds to take out the fifty dollars at the supermarket, it was significant for her as she decided to have a life changing direction for her and the children, whilewalking past the shopping trolleys and me pushing the trolley, I saw a fifty dollar note on the ground, and all I could say to her was ‘pick it up, pick it up’ and all she could say was ‘Oh! My God, Oh! My God’, without me realising the significance of it all, being the fifty dollars and wanting this amount and what it was for, the universe works heaven and earth for you when the timing is right.

The next phase for her was to trust it is all in the plan, may not be in a day but it is happening, and she was given the sign, things are moving.

Feathers and number plates

I had this deep feeling my lawyer was letting me down.

Feeling absolutely devastated and having to make a trip to Whakatane.

Going downstairs into the garage, and to see my whole garage floor was covered in grey feathers floating everywhere, my first thought was I am being let down, fuming with the higher powers, how you could lead me down this path, and let me down, this was the last straw. (Grey feathers is a sign for me something is happening, or about to, black feathers is absolutely not good, and white is of the highest elevation, this is my emotional feeling outcome of feathers and its colours)

I am not in a good place, feeling so let down, so hurt to be led down a dead end path, while driving observing, and not in a good space, I was waiting at the traffic lights, when a car in the right lanes number plate said ‘Defiant’ and the car in the left lane said ‘Lawgirl’ the message was coming through to me to be defiant and be the law girl, you can do it. As soon as I returned home, I emailed the court registrar and started another process that was being ignored by my lawyer. I then proceeded to place the plaintiff’s lawyer into the civil court for Fiduciary duty of care and working in conflict. ‘Defiant Law Girl’. Inspired observational messages are everywhere.


Thoughts Flow In. Thoughts Flow Out. What are you projecting in and out?

Life is a process of collating what you want for you to experience

The fun begins

When you trust and believe in a higher power to bring it forward


You imagine and dream your movie or the ideal scenario for you.

You choose from the environment of what you want for you, the environment is only the choosing place, it builds up the picture for your movie. You bring in and take away or enhance to your collage this begins your story your movie.

When you write a story you start from the beginning and build up a picture and you add to the story and take out the bits you don’t want, you know how you want your ending to be, but the power is in the formulating what you want in the middle section of the story of living life, and the most important part to the story is how you are being, are you projecting fun and feeling happy, and feeling eager, and enthusiastic about your story, are you appreciative in the little manifestations during the day, seeing the beauty around you. This is the creative power, consciousness feels what and where you are in relation to your story, and it knows what you are ready for. Your imaginative dream of what you want has already been felt by consciousness. When thoughts about what you want float into thought give it more thought and build upon the thought more, and when the focus feels out of focus let go of the thought until it reemerges again and so on and so on….

Nothing comes to you if you are not enjoying what you have NOW, even if what you have is not enjoyable, you must find a way to see outside this and to look at anything that brings in delight, chill the mind.


It is extremely easy, but the human mind is rampant with thoughts, most of the time these thoughts have no relevance to you for you, unless you want to keep on thinking about it and receive more of it.

This is why you MUST monitor your thoughts, the person who deliberately thinks about what they are thinking about becomes a deliberate focuser to consciousness and consciousness relishes in this perspective that you are focusing upon, it knows you are in control of your thoughts.


As soon as you think a thought it gathers to more thoughts and before you know it, it went from that thought to this thought and it had the power to take you into a positive feeling or into a negative feeling, test it! when your thoughts take off. You have to know that your thoughts are beginning to spiral into what you want or not. You must monitor your thoughts!!!!!

Example; You and your partner decide to drive to a destination, he is taking this route, she says it is quicker this way, he says I am going this way, she in thought thinks he should have gone my way, I hope he gets stuck in traffic, now the thoughts are rampant, he never listens to me I am sick of tired of always going his way, he got us stuck last time and boy we argued about that he should have listened to me, if he had helped with the dishes and put the washing out and helped with some of the chores we would have left earlier. Now her thoughts are racing deeply into negative emotional feelings.

Instead, her thoughts to monitor would look at it differently; she may see something different on this drive, she will take the time to rest and enjoy the scenery, we will get there just the same even if we are earlier or later it does not matter, the sun is nice, it is a nice day, this emotional place brings only better to come.

This is how the positive and negative thoughts gather and you will feel it within, and if you harbor negative thoughts it will get bigger, it may form into a headache or aches and pains in the body, and why the body feels it? it is because the thoughts have increased over a period of time into very negative energy, and your inner consciousness never and I mean never, joins you on your negative thoughts, instead the indicator of your attitude of thoughts will bring upon these pains it is your inner consciousness telling you to change your thoughts.


I saw how an illness became in someone who was a friend and carer, and she ended up with the same illness, she said ‘I can’t imagine having this illness, and how it would feel to have this illness’ she received what she couldn’t imagine, and she became emotionally attached to it. She suffered for her friend and in turn received the manifestation of that feeling emotion. You cannot catch multiple sclerosis, but you can bring upon the illness by your very own thoughts and when your emphasis is an emotion to the thoughts.

Thoughts are powerful, and as the friend gave thought to this illness and couldn’t imagine having to live like this, and spoke about it, and spoke to all about it, and thought about it, the momentum was formulated in a vibration that it became a creation to the friend. This is not to say all carers and friends will become the illness, the illness is created by creating the thought to become so emotionally powerful.

Everything is created by an emotional momentum if you give it no emotional oxygen it will not be created, so think about what you are thinking about, if you want it think about it.

Consciousness speaks to you in endless ways if you are open to it

My friend and one of her signs

My friend had been waiting to hear if she was to get this contract awarded to her. On this day she observed a few number plates ‘CHQ’ followed by a few ‘BNZ’ (Bank of New Zealand)

At home, the answer on her answer machine was, “We have given you the contract, and have sent the cheque in the mail” she rang with excitement about her messages, and now we are waiting in anticipation for the cheque to see if it is what we think; you guessed it, it was a ‘BNZ CHQ’.


Intuitively I kept on getting an inner thought all day “Get your passport” I had wanted to change my passport back to my maiden name, but I was not financially able too. Finally, I listened to this thought and applied for the papers to be sent. A few days later they arrived, and I did say to infinite intelligence “Are you happy now it is here” perusing through the fine print I was completely gobsmacked! it said if you have two years left on your passport and you have been divorced within the year the passport can be changed free of charge, I fitted all these categories. The moral of the story is listening to that inner voice that keeps on giving you the thought, and act upon it, it just may surprise you.


Trust in something unseen, but it can be felt

Feel how you feel when you hatch a new thought desire feel how exciting this feels,

this is a new thought that your Inner Consciousness desires for you.

But what the human does is disallows this thought to flow,

and then doubts it,

this is when you are not up to speed with this desire that you have hatched,

it is for you to focus into more thoughts to that thought hatched desire.

You must expand this desire into your imagination,

until you become so in tune and familiar with this desire.

It is then and only then that the universe, collective consciousness brings this desire into manifestation.


This is the power of trust and faith.

Trust in something unknown is powerful and is the connection to your journey or life path.


Well! That is the kicker, whether to believe or not to believe, whether you want a more fulfilled life or not.


The only way to know is by you testing it, because no matter how many words are explained and in different formats only you will and can decipher what is being communicated to you.


Hold to a thought or solution or an idea or something to happen today or during the week, think about the thought, build upon the thought, imagine the thought, why do you want this thought idea, the why is the feeling you are having now, feel how the feeling feels to the idea, feel the emotions, you may receive body ripples, this means it is a good thought idea to come into focus, it normally means it is quite close to being a realised manifestation. Dream and imagine how it would feel to have what you want, relax in the feeling, enjoy and bask in this feeling, keep on creating without making the creative thoughts but allowing the thoughts to flow. Then let it go and be happy in your day and when the thoughts come to you think upon the thoughts again, let your thoughts be the Pollyanna the fantasiser of your thoughts and bask in the thoughts.

This is how you create; your inner consciousness enjoys basking steady joyful imaginative thoughts to your ideas, it does not want you to solve your problems, you ask, and inner consciousness solves the problems and finds solutions.


My grandson who is nearly eleven sees images and energy and he can hear words, he is really in tune until teachers, parents and life may disrupt this communication as dribble, he is lucky that his parents believe in this energy stream, and he has a Nana who keeps this flow alive within him.

I asked him ‘what does your inner consciousness say to you’, and he said he is at school and his inner being is wanting to do things or play, and he said ‘Hey mate I am at school let me work’ I was taken aback and with joy that he communicated with his inner intelligence and with a jovial attitude.

Young ones are fully in tune until earthly persons who have no idea of this connection will take this connection away from them.


When in the flow you can see and sense performers in a zone this is their inner consciousness flowing through them and basking in this glow, most of the time the performers have no idea what it is, but they feel alive and a deep love flowing through. The same for writers’ words suddenly flow and before they know it, a chapter has been written; this is yet again the inner consciousness flowing the words to them without them even realising it unless they fully understand the inner consciousness within.

Look at athletes you can tell which ones are in the flow and the ones who are not in the flow, those in the flow are excelling, and the ones who are not are angry blaming others.

Collective consciousness is gazillions of energies from performers of past lives and existing lives who are all eager to write, sing, run and perform through you, and when you are truly connected you light up like a switch board and these collective energies will tap into your stream of energy and help in your creation.


I am a prolific swimmer this is my form of exercise and I love it, but what I love to do is I talk to my inner consciousness and say ‘Okay now you can swim and I will flow with you,’ I quieten my thoughts and let go and then I feel this energy swimming and sometimes I feel a giggle inside, the joy my inner consciousness is having and before you know it I have completed my set of swims I do. It can be as simple of cleaning the house or some sort of job and enjoying the moment and you will complete your task without any negative feeling, this is being in the flow.

You must test it for yourself.

Always remember your inner consciousness resides within you and sees and feels through your eyes and communicates in endless ways.

Consciousness is everywhere and will communicate in any form

One of my visions

Albert Einstein was my first clear vision I had clairvoyantly or seen through the third eye of my Inner Being, recently I had been drawn too and seeing his face in pictures and articles, and then on the television it was all about the discovery of his theory. During the night I woke up and thoughts came through that I had to write down, and in the dark because I did not want to break the connection.

‘You are bringing the reality in, of which is in your imagination of what you want, in other words reality does not exist, it is the thoughts that bring about the reality. Reality only exists if you keep on perpetuating it. Reality then becomes the wanted or unwanted desires.’

This is powerful download of communication.

Real life manifestation

While walking along the beach, I saw in the clouds a cloud formation of a Bichon, “Olly Hi!” I said – this is my dog in spirit – next minute two ladies were walking their Bichon along the beach, the Bichon came bounding towards me.

The ladies called out “Olly come” I knew then without a doubt the universe was Confirming my path. How many dogs cross your path with the identical name that is out of the ordinary, and more to the point a cloud formation of a Bichon.

I will add to each blog an anecdote of my experiences so you may find some form of connection and to trust and test it for yourself.

YOU ALL CAN DO THIS all you have to do is change your thoughts and then talk to this eternal friend within you who is waiting and willing and very eager to guide you, and when you do receive or feel a connection don’t hide it, rejuvenate with it because life then begins to be exciting, you can be and do anything once you trust and go with this flow.


You are a pulsating stream of energy, tap into it

Most everyone thinks intelligence is coming from the mind,

if you really think about it how can a mind think of a process to an idea or solution

Honestly where do you think these thought solutions come from, the mind does not have the capability or the capacity to create the solutions to genius intelligence.

The genius intelligence is coming from allowing the quiet mind to receive the thought from an unseen energy who has all the solutions and answers to be received by the receiver if they are tuned into this masterful intelligence.


Have read, heard, or seen an article that created a deep feeling within, maybe a feeling of enthusiasm or knowing.

This deep feeling is your inner consciousness letting you know this is a step into the direction of something for you.

It is not to doubt it, it is not for you to know how? your only job is to dream it, and to imagine it, and to feel how it would feel to have this inspired desire, the more you add unto it the more the energy builds upon to the idea through your imagination.

The minute you add doubt or yearning the energy recoils, it does not disappear but is in a holding pattern until you add and build more to the desire and trusting that it is becoming.

This is deliberately creating an idea in the imagination with the inner consciousness who is eager to live the creation first and knows every detail of it and when every detail is ready to pop you will receive the impulse to take the next step, and nothing would hold you back because you just know it is coming.


Example my daughter had a feeling which was so strong that one of her children was going to win the drawing competition for a family pass to the V8 motor race, she did not know which child. The time of the call was to be at 9am, right at that time she was busting for the toilet, and she knew so implicitly that she was going to receive the call, she took her phone to the toilet she just knew she had too, and then she received the call and in a Knick of time to pull her pants up!

This is this deep knowing, how do you think you receive this type of thought, this does not come to you via religious teachings of only being one god over all, it comes to you through your inner consciousness who is residing in your body as you, and has the big picture of everything, and knows the journey, it is the human part of which must quieten the mind to receive the inner thoughts to the idea. This is when your life and creating begins when you tune into this intelligence.

I have bought some raffle tickets years ago and I knew the prize was mine, and they were, it is to remember how you felt in the feeling and to recognise it for future feelings for the same outcome.

This emotional feeling is the direct route to your inner consciousness, and it is your advisor to the outcomes of what you are wanting or expecting, it is to reach and learn the emotional feelings and then you can achieve and have any desire you want.


You are energy first and foremost

You chose what you want to be and do before you were born

You chose what to experience in this lifetime

You chose your body and the conditions to experience expansion

You knew you could change or be and do what you want by your thoughts, and you knew you could do this.

You are eternal and when the shell is dead you will rise again to reinvent a new you

Each lifetime you choose is for the excitement of creating

Each lifetime you choose is to remember and to tap into your own intelligence of consciousness

It is only the human side that disbelieves and allows other persons to dictate and make laws on who and what is right and wrong, and what you can do or believe in. This all comes from persons who have no idea themselves or what inner consciousness is.

Religion is the largest perpetrator of teaching and misguiding the word god and you being separate from it, you are not separate from god because you are it.

You are all sons and daughters of this stream of energy, it is the sons and daughters who tap into this stream and believe in this stream shall create and expand to what they desire.